How depressed was I tonight? So I went to D’s brother’s birthday/graduation party. He and I graduated from the same law school. He’ll be starting at S & C probably next week. I am so depressed. I’m applying for a different kind of job. It’s interesting and I doubt I’ll make it but if I do, it’ll be a really interesting time. I need to start working out again though because else I’ll never make it through training if I even get to that level. You know you’re depressed when you consider opening the passenger side door and jumping out while on the highway.