Maybe today will be better?!! Attorney sent text that he is out sick today so I can stay home. I am going to go to the gym and take the car to the shop (praying nothing really needs to be fixed). I doubt I’ll ever be a new car advocate; the cost of insurance (must have full coverage), the immediate depreciation and added headache (some bitch scrathed my new car!) are the reasons why it’s not for me. However w/in the next 5 years, when I’m tired of “greenjeans the lime” I will look into a certified used car. I’ve had this dang car what 3 months and already changed the front brakes, axle needs to be fixed and now the aligment is screwy. Does anyone smell lemonade? I’d go to the gym now but not sure if alt. side parking would be over before I get back from the shop.
lawyers are total assholes and many are really fake too!
to give you the true perspective of why I feel like this…
So I found out some dramalicious bull at school (the dean changed the grades in one of my classes) and I knew that I got a much better grade. I meet with him about it next week. My car has issues and on saturday I have to take it to get the axle fixed and it may have alignment problems (luckily my step-dad is my mechanic). I called this law firm about my resume and cover letter (just to see if they received it since the mailbox was really full when I put my stuff in there last week) and there’s no rejection letter or anything yet. So I don’t know the attorney’s secretary’s name. I dial his extension since I figure his secretary would answer. HE answers the phone “hello” doesn’t state his name or anything. I ask is this Mr. B—-? He says yes. I identify myself and say I was just calling to find out if they received my stuff. He says “Just so you know, calling me is NOT the way to get a job!” so I tell him, I intended to speak with his secretary, he says “well they leave at 5 (it was 5:15) and we’re finished hiring for the summer anyway.” I get off the phone. This guy was such a jerk! I’m not even applying for a summer job and I think I’d have to be a joker to apply in March for a summer job! This guy was a speaker on a real estate law panel I attended last week and made a big show of how he always does volunteer work and how he likes to mentor students because he didn’t have one when he was in law school. I hate fake people!
so scared right now. I can’t believe graduation is officially 2 months (60 days) away. I am stressed, yet I feel sort of calm, almost like I’m sleep walking. Wonder if everyone goes through this? God please let it all go well, quickly and painlessly.
damn, lost my post. I figured out my study schedule for bar exams. I’m taking the live evening course and D will pick me up. 61 days to graduation and I’m freaked!
Xanga really sucks!
Made my goal for the week! I went to the gym again today. I stayed about 1.5 hours but I did total body again. Not too sore this morning which is good. I drove over to the one closest to the apt. it wasn’t much of a drive but the idiot weekend drivers were out (lol I’m a weekend driver but I drive better). I had no idea it was in a mall or something. Next time I might hit up the grocery store that’s right there too. I finally got on an elliptical today. They are pretty cool. I burned 250 cals in 33 minutes and felt like I could have kept going. I was sweating so much. I drank my whole 24 oz bottle of water and had to add more while I was on the elliptical. Will def. try to head back over there next Saturday and maybe I’ll head over there on Thursday also instead of heading to the city.
Real estate panel at the city bar association was cool last night, it did lead to another possible stalker on my way home, in my neighborhood…so not in the mood for another one of those. I went to the eye doctor today, I see 20/13 in both eyes now. So happy about that. No glasses walking down the aisle! I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 years since my lasek? where did the time go? Almost 2 months to graduation (65 days). I finally dragged my ass to they gym. 2 hours at Bally’s today. I hope I’m not sore tomorrow.
So yesterday was the day the professor was supposed to give me my paper so that I could revise it before he submitted it as my advance writing requirement via independent research (he’s had it since December remember?) so I ask him if he has it for me today and he says, he submitted it to the registrar. I know I told him I needed it back for revision/feedback before he submitted it but he said it’s a good paper and did not need revision, does this mean an A? We shall see. So far I think I have all of my grad requirements done now. I just need to hand in the form for my pro bono requirement (finally had attorney sign it). I haven’t handed it in yet since I want to make copies to cover my ass. Not having another issue like with independent research (dean of students almost dropped me from the class because I gave form to professor with abstract of paper and, dean of students never got it, had to fill out again about a month ago). Making copies of everything. I will be graduating in May. About to apply for a court attorney job. I’d love it, pay’s good and so are benefits. It’s in the crim court in NYC, my latest stomping grounds! We shall see. Cross your fingers and keep praying for me if you do, I need all the help I can get.
:ETA: I got an A- on the paper.
What’s up with jdjive? It really sucks. I mean the posts are really unintelligible most of the time. I thought it was a good forum? Still job searching and not having much luck. We’ll see what happens. Graduation is almost two months away. Can’t wait for London/Paris, even though I’ve heard the food in London leaves something to be desired. It’s less than a week so I can deal.
My mom took this pic of me today. Looks like I’ll need the top to be altered a little bit. I love this dress. It’s so me! I still have lots of work to do with my body but I’ll get there.I’m not planning on getting aleration until maybe 2 or 3 months before the wedding.