Sometimes life really sucks and there’s nothing you can do about it. I was having an ok day. I sent an email to a friend I made while we were at the same internship over the summer, she’s a great girl. She wrote me back today and I feel so bad right now. Her boyfriend is sick. He has cancer in several areas of his body and only has a few months to live. This guy is 26 years old. He has a good job, good family and he is dying. He went in for tests because he had cancer before and was in remission. I feel so bad. They’ve only been together about a year but they’ve been talking about getting married and he keeps asking her to move in with him. I don’t know what to make of this. I feel so bad for her. For his own family. I can only imagine what it was like when he went through it the first time. I’m on the verge of tears, sitting on a chair in the hall way outside of the cafeteria so I’ll go now.
On Thursday I found out a girl I went to junior high with died last year. I was in no way friends with the girl and couldn’t stand her because she always made fun of me, now she’s dead. Her boyfriend was driving too fast and they died on impact. Sorry if you get depressed reading this entry. I just feel too sad.